A dear friend told me yesterday that I need to chill out more, that I need to put my anxiety behind me and no be super efficient, super producing and super good all the time. That I should stop hitting the ball over and over again over the net without someone playing with me. I need to sit back, relax and drink a lemonade until the other player decides to hit the ball back. My friend was talking about work. But I reckon it goes for my personal life too.
In my eagerness I let myself down all the time.
And while Im at it. I feel guilty for feeling rubbish about life when Im so privileged, when I have such a amazing life full of fun stuff. So I shall stop sulking. And I shall stop beating myself up about it.
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